A week. I’ve only been in school for a week & it’s already going by hella slow. I only have four main classes I have to take, so my school day is pretty short compared to the other underclassmen. Can you believe I already have homework the first damn week? I swear my history teacher is an asshole. I sighed, shut my textbook & laid back on my bed.
It’s been about three days since I last saw Trevor. Seems like we’ve both been playing it low because I haven’t seen Trent since the night he came for dinner. He’s called a couple times but I wasn’t interested, I was more so trying to figure out to confront him.
My phone blared in my back pocket shaking me out of my thoughts. I got it out my pocket & rolled over to my back. I didn’t recognize the number, but it wasn’t blocked so I answered.
“This is her.” I said sitting up, readjusting myself.
“Oh,” I responded feeling dumb. “Hey! I wasn’t expecting your call.”
“Yeah,” he replied quietly, making it awkward. “Me & Lamar kind of came to an agreement.”
I readjusted myself again, anticipating his next sentence.
“Can you come get us?”
I pulled up to the gas station a few blocks down from my house & saw the two of them waiting for me. Luckily Alex was napping, so I snagged her car. She’d flip shit if she found out I had it, or knew who I was picking up.
Lamar looked up & noticed me in the parking lot & tapped Trevor. He looked up as well & our eyes met. I broke the stare quickly & they made their way to the car.
“Hey Karissa,” Lamar stated as he got in the car.
“Hey Lamar.” I mumbled.
Trevor got in the front seat & buckled himself in. He looked at me giving a slight head nod & sat back. I glared at him & backed out the gas station.
“So, what made you change your mind?” I asked Trevor.
“I was never set on a plan.” His voice was so dead. Maybe it was an off day.
Lamar sucked his teeth. “Rude ass nigga.”
“Stay in the backseat, wasn’t nobody talkin’ to you.”
The ride to my house was uncomfortable & quiet. Trevor didn’t seem like the talking type, he was to himself. I wanted to know more about him, where he came from & why he’s at where he is now. But that’s for another day.
We pulled up to my driveway a few minutes later & their reactions spilled.
“Aw hell yeah.” Lamar smiled as he rubbed his hands together. On the other hand, Trevor shook his head. “Can’t escape.” he mumbled.
We all got out the car & they followed behind me. As we walked in, I could hear more of Lamar’s excitement about the house. At least one of them is grateful. I can definitely tell Trevor already has the wrong idea about me just because of how big my house is. If only he knew I hated it.
I lead them down to the basement where we had three unused guest rooms, another living room & a full bathroom.
“Go ahead & pick a room.” I smiled. Of course, Lamar leaped into the nearest room & cheered. Trevor on the other hand dragged himself into the one across the hall from Lamar’s. I’m beginning to think this wasn’t his idea.
“You guys listen,” I called from the hall. They both came to their doorways. “My parents work six days a week from 6am to 4pm. So you’re free to do as you please in those hours. But once they come home, be lowkey. Now I can’t remember the last time they’ve even laid eyes on this basement, but you never know.” I told them. “Simple enough, right?” they both nodded.
“Well, I don’t know bout y’all, but Imma go shower.” Lamar laughed as he walked to the bathroom. I showed him where everything was & left him to himself.
Trevor walked back into his room without closing the door so I followed in behind him.
“You okay?” I asked.
He nodded & laid back on the bed with his hands tucked behind his head. His beard was so scruffy & his cheekbones where on the verge of caving in.
My phone rang & the ringtone was to my jobs number. I’ve been working at a daycare about ten minutes from my house random days of the week for the past year or so.
“Karissa, Tristen is acting out again. How do you usually calm her?”
“Give her, her white blanket with the purple trim & rock her. I usually sing Guardian Angel to her too. By Ryan Leslie? That calms her the most.”
“Thank you, thank you!” my coworker said before hanging up.
Tristen was like my shadow, she loved me like I was her older sister. I was the only one who could keep her sane. Autism is such a tricky thing to deal with to some people but the kids with it are just as amazing as the ones without it.
“Who was that?” Trevor asked sitting up.
“You work at Sprout?”
I looked at him with my eyebrows scrunched together, “Yeah.”
He laid back on the bed in the same spot, like he was a robot. How did he know where I worked?
“Well… If you get hungry, help yourself.” I answered getting ready to leave the room. “Do you need anything?”
“No.” His answer was quick & he seemed annoyed.
I scoffed & turned to walk away. The bed creaked & I felt a cold, yet soft hand wrap around my wrist & pull me back. He turned me so I was face to face with his chest. I then noticed he was wearing the same blue long sleeve & grey jeans.
“What’s this from..” he said low, wiping my bangs from my forehead. He lightly ran his finger over my old, healed scar on the border of my hairline. I looked up & noticed he was staring into my eyes the whole time. His eyes were so dark & showed no emotion, almost scaring me. Before tears could fill mine I quickly stormed out the room.
Shame. Dads acts were rubbing off on him. That’s how he keeps her around I guess. I wish I could help her escape but hell, I got my own problems. Mama got away, so I know she can too. Then again, she’s weak.
Why does she even care about me so much? She just met me not even a week ago & she already got me posted in her basement. Hell, no one’s ever gave a fuck about me, what makes her any different.
“What’s wrong wit you dog?” Lamar said from the hall snapping me out of my thoughts.
“I’ono,” I shrugged. “I mean, why she being so nice to us?”
“Cause she like you.” Lamar smirked.
“Nigga yeah right, you buggin’. Besides, she wit my brother.”
“Okay, and?” he chuckled.
“And, he’s the complete opposite of me. Who in their right mind would dump the most successful high schooler on the whole east coast for a homeless 17 year old?”
“One crazy mother fucker.”
“She seem pretty crazy to me.” he laughed. “Letting two bums crash at your house that you’ve known for a few days? Yeah she crazy.”
“She just feels bad.” I waved him off.
“Yeah, cause she likes you.” Lamar replied, restating his point. “How do you even know she’s happy with that nigga?”
“Cause what? He can shoot hoops?”
“He has more to offer.”
“Yeah, in his pocket. Trev, I know you. At first, yes you can be a hard shell to crack, but you a good dude. Stop with these assumptions & speak the fuck up.” he ended before walking to his room.
“Baby, I just wanna be happy.”
“And we’ll be happy, just be patient.”
“How long do I have to wait?” she said rubbing her hand along my thigh.
“Soon enough babe.” I answered kissing her passionately.
I could feel the smile appear on her lips as I kissed her passionately.
“I just don’t like sharing you with two other bitches.” she pouted.
“I know baby.”
“When’s it gonna be just us?”
I sighed, “Evelyn, we’ve been through this. As soon as I graduate & get into college. Now again, be patient. So until then, my other baby needs to be tended to.”
She rolled her eyes & opened her passenger side door. “Bye Trent.”
I reached over & smacked her ass as she hopped out. She turned around & glared at me as I lodged my bottom lip between my teeth. Tryna act like she didn’t want more. I had someone else to tend to though.
The door opened & I guess I was an unexpected visitor. “Hey baby.” I said kissing her softly before walking into the house.
“Haven’t seen you in a while.” she said closing the door & locking it.
“I know & I’m sorry. I’ve just been busy.” I walked over to her & held her close by her waist. “I missed you.”
“Mmmhm.” she answered trying to push me back.
“Aye,” I said pulling her back. “I’m serious.” I said low before my lips found their way to her neck & kissed it slowly.
Her tense body relaxed in my hands & she let out a long held breath. “Anybody home?” I mumbled on her neck.
She shook her head & wrapped her arms around my neck. I had to make her forget about Trevor, whether it was for the moment or forever. That bum ass nigga wasn’t getting in the way of what I had. Besides this always solved our problems.
My hands slid down past her waist & gripped her thick ass in my palms. One of her best assets. A small moan escaped her lips & she locked me into a kiss. Her soft lips sent me into a trance making me get hard quicker. My tongue explored all around her mouth, getting sloppy.
“Take them clothes off.” I mumbled in between our kisses.
She did as I told her & let her sexy skin show. All the bullshit doesn’t matter once I get reminded why I’m staying with her.
“Make me happy, baby.” Without being told twice, she got down on her knees & undid my jeans letting them fall to the floor. She stroked me over my boxers before pulled my dick through & held it at the base. Her tongue tickled the tip before she sucked slowly on the head. The warmness of her mouth felt good as she took more & more in little at a time.
Her tongue wrapped around my dick adding more pleasure, getting it wet. While one hand assisted her while she sucked on me, the other played with my balls through my boxers. I let out a small grunt, leaning my hands against the wall. I felt my dick hitting the back of her throat as she swallowed me whole. Her head bobbed slowly up & down taking small breaths in between.
My right hand gripped a handful of her curly hair and went with her rhythm. She went back & forth from rubbing on her nipples to playing with her clit as she got faster, making my pre-cum travel down her chin. My body started tensing up & I knew what was gonna come next. I gripped her head with both my hands & fucked her mouth hard. Her hands grabbed onto my thighs trying to stay steady.
“Ah, fuck!” I felt my dick start to twitch inside her mouth, only making her suck harder. My grunts filled her house as I came inside her mouth. She swallowed every bit of it & kept going til I went limp inside of her mouth.
She wiped her chin with her finger & licked up all the cum off her. I met her with a kiss & picked her up, slamming her against the wall. I sucked on her left nipple holding her by her ass. She let out small moans while she dug her fingers inside herself & played with her clit at the same time.
“Just fuck me Trent.” she whispered in my ear. I smirked & did as I was told, entering her slowly. The loud moan that escaped her mouth echoed throughout her house.
I had her back.
I laid in my bed tuning everything out, just thinking. Lamar is the reason too, damn him. There’s a reason I don’t want to catch feelings with this girl. Every person I ever thought loved me or cared turned their back on me. I don’t know what love is anymore. Lamar tryna open my eyes I guess. I’ll never know if I don’t try.
Not wanting to, I got out the bed & sluggishly made my way up the steps. This nigga better be right.
I slowly opened the door to the living room. I heard small screams that could be mistaken for cries or pleasure, I wasn’t too sure. As I crept around the corner to the stairs, the noise got louder & constant. A few more steps & I was met with the noise.
It was her. Pinned to the wall getting fucked by my brother right in front of my eyes. Her hair was messy & they were both covered in sweat down to their feet. For a split second, she met my gaze.
She stopped Trent & filled her face with worry & regret. Before Trent could see me, I disappeared to the basement.
“So?” Lamar asked as soon as my foot hit the bottom step.
“Went great.” I brushed past him & went into my room, shutting the door & making sure I locked it.
I heard loud footsteps running down the basement steps as Karissa called out my name. It was only moments before she came knocking on my door.
“Trevor.” she called again, trying to open the door & failing. “Please, let me in.” this was her house..
Even though I didn’t want to & I shouldn’t have, I got up & unlocked the door. She opened the door relieved as I walked back over to my bed & laid with hands behind my head.
“Trevor, I’m so, so sorry.”
No. You’re just what I said you were, weak.
“Why? That’s your man.”
She sighed & put her hand on her forehead. She was half dressed with her jeans still unzipped & her white t-shirt on with no bra under it, letting her hard nipples show. It was hard resisting to fuck her myself. She probably would too.
“I don’t even know why I let it all happen.”
“That’s your boyfriend. It’s called making love.”
She got quiet & locked her fingers together over her stomach. “..I don’t love him.”
I gave her a quick side-eye & rolled over in my bed so my back was facing her. Why was I even so pressed about this?
“It’s almost 4. So I’d stay down here.” she said as she exited.
I don’t even know what feelings I had about anything at this point. The sight of my brother always sickens me, that’s nothing new. Maybe it was just the fact that, he didn’t deserve her & she’s stupid enough to stay with him.
But then again, she’s weak.